Letter from the past - Jaki Svaren

My husband and i recently cleaned our garage - much neglected by years of busyness and collections of kidstuff that kept piling up. What an undertaking - 2+ weeks of decluttering. My husband and i sifted through boxes of items we didn't even remember we had, accompanied by music to match the era (Michael Jackson) from an old cassette player (with the respective cassettes, of course!)

I recently found this letter from Jaki Svaren in a box of miscellaneous papers. This letter almost made me cry when i found it.

I took a class from Jaki as a young calligrapher in 1988. Jaki Svaren wrote the iconic calligraphy book, "Written Letters: 33 Alphabets for Calligraphers". I remember poring over that book, trying to copy all of the different alphabets. I was so in awe of Jaki's calligraphic abilities; since I was at the stage of my calligraphic schooling where i ABSORBED anything that i could get my hands on. There was no internet, only libraries of books and classes/workshops. And Jaki's was one of the best calligraphic reference books at the time.

What she said resonates with me NOW, 25+ years LATER. "I'm sure your skill and great artistic sense will lead you in a right direction. Don't worry about it. Enjoy the process (the trip) without being overly concerned about achieving a GOAL. Achievement comes."

It made me consider what how i measure "achievement" after all these years? Can a measure of my calligraphic "achievement" be that i've had the privilege of working with the same people for 15 - 22  years....collaborating my calligraphic work with their graphic design studios (Rachel Brandzel Creative - www.rachelbrandzelcreative.com  and Real Card Studio -www.realcardstudio.com)? Or can a measure of my "achievement" be that i still find challenge and joy in holding pen to paper, excited and relieved when the thicks and thins turn out "just right"?

However, i choose to measure my achievement - i know that the process has been an amazing experience where i have grown as a calligrapher and person.

My letter from the past is now posted on my wall as a reminder to "don't worry about it and enjoy the process" now and in the future. A reminder much needed - every time i sit at my desk and pick up a pen.....